.Tuesday, November 30, 2010 ' 06:21 Y
xZengJun
today totally sucks.
i appear to be happy, but actually i'm not.
firstly, actually i did not wanted to go today.
but it was because of her, i wanted her to be
happy. secondly, i give her face, because it's her
birthday. thirdly, i saw things that make me
totally no mood. no matter what, today just simply
sucks for me. regretted going today.
i don't care whether i am happy or not.
all i care is, whether you are happy.
as long as you are happy, that's enough.
.Monday, November 29, 2010 ' 07:21 Y
xZengJun
i'm was forcing myself to do things i don't wish to do,
but all this is because of you...boring day today.
nth much to say.
.Saturday, November 27, 2010 ' 09:44 Y
xZengJun
[Saturday]
woke up at 12pm
received Yong Dong's msg,
asking me to go slack before going to work.
went to meet him for awhile and went off to work.
thinking that, it's saturday, there will be a lot
of people, hahas, but i was wrong,
not many, but not very few, like normal. (:
did dish up today, instead of service.
time passes damn fast when doing dish up.
we closes at 10pm, and customer still coming in
at 9.45pm, with 2 groups, 8 peoples, and 6 people.
i totally blur. thinking, gonna go home late today.
knock off at 11am, reached home, 12.30pm. ):
Baby, i miss you very much.
1 day past, 1 more day. ):
.Friday, November 26, 2010 ' 06:46 Y
xZengJun
[friday]
off today. but working 2pm tmr. (:
went to meet ivan and yong dong to slack.
bad day for yd, pedal slip and cut himself.
damn suay....
two days cant see you. ):Harder Than You Know:
You said this could only get better. There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever, But now i doubt if i was your only lover.
Are we just lost in time? I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me. I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl you're driving me so crazy How can i miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time i guess I'll go away. Inside me now there's only heartache and pain.
So where's the fire? You've become the rain.
Are we just lost in time? I wonder if your love's the same 'cause I'm not over you.
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy) And if you don't want me then
i guess I'll have to go.. Not loving you is harder then you know. yeah
So I'll make the call, and I'll leave today 'm gonna miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call I'm leaving today Leaving always drives me crazy. ]x2]
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go. Not loving you is harder Then you know,
yeah
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go (I'm trying to let go) Not loving you is harder
Then you know, ('cause girl your driving me so crazy) and if you don't want me then
i guess I'll hav'ta go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go) not loving you is harder then you know
(girl your driving me so crazy)
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go. Not loving you is harder, then you know,
girl your driving me so crazy.
.Thursday, November 25, 2010 ' 09:04 Y
xZengJun
[Thursday]work today. went out at around 9.15to meet kelvin at 406 to slack before goingto work. YongDong, JiaJun, and YuanMei came.Kelvin went off to work, while the rest followed medown to suntec. they went for an interview,probably working at bugis's pepper lunch.end work at 10.30, home at 11.30 (:This Girl:
There's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world(my world)
and it don't matter if the road gets rough(yeah)if me rich or poor(yeah
she stay down with me if me go to war(my girl) love you cos you are,
every single star, in constellation, that's enlighting my heart, special
gift from jah, wherever you are, girl you get more presence than a
hundred santa clauses, and i know(i know), we'll stand together when the world
fall downs, and i know(i know) that our forever's gonna start right now, yeah.
there this girl, the one and only wonder of this world(my world) and it don't matter
if the road gets rough(yeah) if me rich or poor(yeah) she stay down with me if me go
to war(my girl) there's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world(my world),
and it don't matter if the road gets rough(yeah) if me rich or poor(yeah)
she stay down with me till we in the floor(my girl), these are the hardest times, love's so
hard to find, blessed is the man who has a woman at his side, this for you
i write, never do me wrong, if you're ever missing me, just listen to this song,
and you know(you know), we lay together when the sun goes down
and i know(i know), still be together when it comes back round(back round, yeah)
there's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world(my world) and
it don;t matter if the roads get rough(yeah) if me rich or poor(yeah)
she stay down with me if me go to war(my girl) there's this girl,
the one and only wonder of this world(my world) and it don;t matter
if the road gets rough(yeah) if me rich or poor(yeah) she stay down with me till
we in the floor(my girl) i said, she stay down with me if me go to war(mygirl)
i said, she stay down with me till we in the floor(my girl), my girl give me everything
i need, she's there everytime i call upon her, ya know? my girl, it's laza
.Wednesday, November 24, 2010 ' 05:26 Y
xZengJun
today went out quite early,
meet yong dong, baby and jaslin
outside school. (: went to singapore post,
and thn plaza, thn bangkit, thn 406.
quite a busy day yah. (:
i miss you. ):When you're gone:
i always needed time on my own,
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry.
and the days feel like years when i'm alone,
and the bed where you lie, is made up on your side.
when you walk away, i count the steps that you take,
do you see how much i need you right now,
when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you,
when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too,
when you're gone, the wordsi need to hear to always get me through
the day, and make it ok, i miss you.
i've never felt this way before, everything that i do, reminds me of you,
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor, and they smell just like you,
i love the things that you do, when you walk away, i count the steps that you take,
do you see how much i need you right now,
when you're gone, the pieces of my hearts are missing you,
when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too,
when you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through
the day and make it ok, i miss you,
we were made for each other,out here forever, i know we were, yeah,
all i wanted was for you know, everything i'd do, i'd give my heart and soul,
i can hardly breathe, i need to feel you here, with me, yeah...
when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you,
when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too,
when you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through
the day and make it ok, i miss you....
.Tuesday, November 23, 2010 ' 16:59 Y
xZengJun
谢谢你昨天对我说的那些话。：）
.Monday, November 22, 2010 ' 08:33 Y
xZengJun
不管明天会发生什么，记得要快乐噢 ：）
.Sunday, November 21, 2010 ' 09:16 Y
xZengJun
[Sunday]
been working for the past few days.
family came down to eat today.
knock off at 10.30pm.
mood totally gone after i receive
a message. ):
is this really coming to an end between us.
i don't want to put an end. all because of her,
we became like this, all because you scared
that you would hurt her, we had become like this.
i don't wanna put this to an end, please, i still love you. ):I'm all about you.
There's something i've got to say,
You're always with me even though you're far away,
Talking to you on my cell, just the sound of your voice,
makes my heart melts, oh girl, it's true,
i'm all about you, i'm all about us, oh baby you never
have to question my love, and every night, there's a new
crowd, but it's always you i'm singing about.
there is only on these words are going out, oh girl,
i'm all about you.
i know you're worried sometimes,(you're worried)
some other girls will make me, forget, you're mine.
there's not a doubt in this world, that anyone could take
the place of my number one girl ... it's true, i'm all about you,
i'm all about us, no baby, you never have to question my love
and every night, there's a new crowd, but it's always you i'm
singing about.there is only on these words are going out, oh girl,
i'm all about you.
when i close my eyes, i can see you, it's like
you're right here, and this feelings only getting stronger, you're
with me everywhere.... i'm all about you, i'm all about us, oh baby,
you never have to question my love, and every night, there's a
new crowd, but it's always you i'm singing about.there is only
on these words are going out to, oh girl, i'm all about you.....
.Tuesday, November 16, 2010 ' 11:31 Y
xZengJun
Its 3.42am now. i'm still awake.
unable to get to sleep. i miss her,
but she is not replying my message,
since around 11pm. bored to death. ):
can anyone just entertain me!
.Saturday, November 13, 2010 ' 09:13 Y
xZengJun
[Saturday]
just had chalet from wed to friday.
did not post ytd, cos, reach home,
went to sleep alr. and now, just came back
from work. not quite tired. although quite
a long working hours, 12pm-11pm. (:
tmr oso same. saw regine over there, she
came to eat. hahas (: end my post here. bye (:
I miss you
.Tuesday, November 09, 2010 ' 08:54 Y
xZengJun
[Tuesday]
i only have one word to describe today.
boring day. slacked till 7.30+
tmr going chalet. boring.
once again, the bad feelings came back
to find its owner, me. the moment you
came down from your house. saw him
sleeping on the chair, you went to disturb
him. you two started to play. playing happily
away, not even noticing me that i'm jealous.
i slept, listen to songs, just to ignore what you
and him is doing. i thought you had realised
that i'm jealous, when i went up to your house.
but when i came down, i saw another thing that
completely hurts me for the day. heart had totally
break when i saw that. you were wearing his jacket.
that time you said you were cold, and i did not
bring mine. i got no choice. but now, you were wearing
long sleeve, and i'm wearing one. i really dun know
what i should do. all i wish now, everything to be off
my brain now.
completely broke......for the day.........
.Sunday, November 07, 2010 ' 03:04 Y
xZengJun
[Sunday]slept till 3pm thn wake up.like pig sia me. hahas (:went to pass kelvin spannar,his bicycle inner tire burst.pass alr i go home alr. totally nua-ing now.nth to do, other thn use com.boring life. tmr going play bball. (:
baby, i miss you.
just now only see you awhile ):
.Saturday, November 06, 2010 ' 09:52 Y
xZengJun
[saturday]
woke up at around 9.30am
prepare and went down to kallang.
play max tune and poker with friends,
and back to panjang at around 3.
went home to take bicycle.
slack till around 8.30pm
and went home. (:
Planning for monday and tuesday.
Monday, Bball at school's ish.
Tuesday, Mahjong at my house.
Wednesday, CHALET!!! WooooHooo
i miss the times, when we were playing happily.
chatting and arguing with each other.
I miss you. ):
.Friday, November 05, 2010 ' 06:54 Y
xZengJun
[Friday]
public holi. today.
was planning to go town.
but, change of plan, went to slack instead.
went to slack, and suddenly they say wan play monopoly
went home to take, and played. I'm the winner!
slack till around 7 and went home.
i'm some sort of brain dead now.everytime, you replied me orh,i would think of things to reply you.until now, i really got to reply,cant think of anything anymore.
.Thursday, November 04, 2010 ' 08:26 Y
xZengJun
[Thursday]woke up at 10am today.had MT remedial today.went for remedial, and YongDongand JunHeng, was making me laugh like mad.went back at around 12pm.homed, did my work and went to findKelvin,YuanMei,Ivan,YongDong,Jaslin.Slacked till around 7 and went home (:Is it really coming to an end?
I really hope the answer is no. ):
