.Friday, July 29, 2011 ' 23:13 Y
xZengJun
Had been studying this weeks~
Tiring weeks~
Had an outing yesterday,
to the Railway~ (: Had lots of fun!!!
post again next time. off to study~
i finally know whats the feeling
when you see someone you love,
with another guy. hurt the most,
when i have to fake a smile
and act as if nothing happened.
thats life, and life sucks...
.Tuesday, July 19, 2011 ' 01:37 Y
xZengJun
Listening comprehension today! (:
had confidents in my answers,
but hope things don't turn out bad! HAHAS! (:
Gonna study later! (:
Fully packed these 6 weeks before my N!
hope my effort paid off! (:
Books is my best friend now!
and, don't blame me for not studying with you guys.
cos i felt that someone don't welcome me.
.Monday, July 18, 2011 ' 02:24 Y
xZengJun
Don't blame me for leaving.
because i feel so extra with you guys.
and, i'm not in your clique either.
seems like one of you all, dont like me.
so, don't blame me for that.
and its not because i changed.
.Saturday, July 16, 2011 ' 07:14 Y
xZengJun
yeah, it does not concern me....
i'm just nothing....
not even a stranger to you.
i finally climb up from the deep deep hole.
and, you threw me back in.
just because of 6 words.
"not even a stranger to me"
well... i shall not bother your life
anymore. and i don't have any rights.
will f-off your life. bye.
back to the familiar hole~~
doubt whether i will climb up~~
. ' 06:12 Y
xZengJun
I've learn new things today! (:
even just a "best friend" could hug in public.
not bad not bad. should try it next time. (:
so, what are you trying to prove?
prove that, after you leave me,
you still have a best friend by your side?
or, should i say Boyfriend??
when you're with me, you consider bout other feelings
before doing anything, but now, you don't even
f care ppl's feelings. you never expect me to know
what did you did today, right??
Best Friend, or Boyfriend, you know it yourself.
telling me you're not fine.
but, i guess, you are PERFECTLY fine!!!!
.Thursday, July 14, 2011 ' 07:25 Y
xZengJun
Had been studying very hard these few days.
Hope my effort pays off!! Sec 5, i'm coming! (:
He's 2nd, then, who's the 1st.
i thought he was the 1st...?
.Sunday, July 10, 2011 ' 07:25 Y
xZengJun
Back ache getting worst~ ):
Not feeling good,
post again.
you might take him as best friend.
but, do he have the same thinking?
.Friday, July 08, 2011 ' 06:51 Y
xZengJun
Well, these few days...
can say happy, and sad. (:
today, Self-Study in school (:
for the 1st time, i feel so guai~ HAHA!!
Studied Biology... Finally understand!
but, i still feel a pain in my heart,
when i see her with him...
Got to get over with it! ASAP!!
Don't wanna affect my studies~~
.Sunday, July 03, 2011 ' 05:54 Y
xZengJun
My bike is finally done!! (:
OMG 2 months without it.
but, 1st day of riding,
make me fuck up. my judgment really correct.
didn't expect to see them...
make me totally no mood to practice my tricks!
Fuck man!! Knn!! haix... damn sian...
unlucky day~
Can you pls tell me the truth.
what r/s is you and him?
even you tell me nth now.
but, i bet you will fall in love with him, soon.
since, he treated you that good.
last time, i also treated you good,
and you fall for me.
but, you're free now.
i can't do anything too.
