You said, i would be fine without your text.
but, i'm not. Been checking my phone today.
wishing to see your reply. but, was like, nth.
wanted to meet you, just one word from you,
make me fall deep again, "lazy"
and not just one time. two times.
and you said, i always dun mention things,
not because i dun care, is i'm afraid care too much,
ending up quarrelling. i would rather suffer in silence,
then quarelling with you. i really dun wish to quarrell.
i'm tired... i just hope things would go back the same.
but it just doesn't, and i dun know whats the problem.
maybe, i've irritated you by asking you to meet me.
i find myself irritating too. i dun wish to ask..
because, everytime i ask, i would be scared to
receive the reply....
btw, just hope things get better.
i've tried my best...

Its 3.30 right now!
Unable to fall asleep!
and nothing to do! ):
gonna trim my hair later...
see what time i wake up (:
and JIAJUN!
STOP STALKING MY BLOG!
hahas!

Happy workshop these 2 days.
quite touching at the last part.
but, laughing all the way, during the workshop.
tiring~

tried to not care,
but i realise, i still care.
tried to not see,
but i realise, i still see.

I miss you~
can you please come back to me.
i've waited for so long,
and i'll continue to wait.
until the day we are back tgt.
stop blaming yourself,
the problem don't lies on you!
stop thinking it is....
i just want you to be happy,
happy with me every single day.
i'll give you my best to keep you happy.
please, come back to me... will you? ):

iloveyou

Looking at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't going well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case

'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby, yes, you said, said you were in love, love
When you left me, you said that you wouldn't be coming back
Remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were going be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past, it was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Every time you're up, you're calling for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me, tell me where you going be
'Cause I can't take you back, no, my heart won't let me

Girl, you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you tripping or flipping over his moves
Don't take a genius to see, he ain't that dude
But you let him back, you don't know what you was on

When you said, said he was the one
Baby, yes you said, said you were in love, love
When you left me you said that you wouldn't be coming back
Remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you, if you left that you were going be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past, it was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Every time you're up, you're calling for me late at night
But now, that you ain't got me, tell me where you going be
'Cause I can't take you back, no, my heart won't let me

You fell on hard times it seems but you ain't getting no sympathy
No baby, not from me 'cause I told you, you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were going be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past, it was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Every time you're up, you're calling for me late at night
But now, that you ain't got me, tell me where you going be
'Cause I can't take you back, no, my heart won't let me

Am i really not reliable to you?

Not able to share the burden with you?

Fever~~ ):
went to baby's house ytd.. to "study"
me and leroy played doodle jump,
trying to break each other's record.
went to plaza to meet vincent around 6.
had training and totally have no mood playing,
due to the stupid fever. left at around 8,
went over to baby's house to find her (:
she "forced" me to eat medicine! hahas!!
and today! give school a miss, still having fever in the morning. ):
acc baby to take her laptop! she have her
i phone 4 and laptop, don't want me alr ): sob sob ):