.Saturday, April 30, 2011 ' 09:21 Y
xZengJun
Life of Acting
Just one time from you, i've stop.
A few times from me, you still continued...
you never know how i feel....
asking you not to be angry, when myself is not feeling good.
.Friday, April 29, 2011 ' 08:29 Y
xZengJun
you still thinks i have feelings towards her?
these 2 days out with me, means nth to you?
when will you have the trust in me?
when will you stop thinking bout stuffs
that is not gonna happen?
when will you believe that my love towards you
is real?
when will you believe that i will not leave you?
when will you believe my feelings will not fade towards you?
when will you thinks that i will not fall in love with other girls?
i really don't know when...
.Thursday, April 28, 2011 ' 04:17 Y
xZengJun
Chinese exam today, gonna die ):
after exam, company baby go novena
take her i phone 4 (: she's very happy!!
hahas!! went back at around 5 plus (:
love her max! (:
.Monday, April 25, 2011 ' 05:33 Y
xZengJun
Thanks to you, Big Mouth!i trusted you, but this is what you do.happy now? Fuck! i really dun know what you wanted,
i dun know you well enough, like you always say.
you said, they know you better than i do, ya, thats true.
i'm not even being trust by you from the start till now.
when we are tgt, you suspected me, asking,
did you smoke? i dun believe you never...
this is what i heard from you. personally.
maybe its because you don't trust me at all,
so when ppl tell you stuffs bout me, you believe them,
and no matter how much i explain, you still choose to believe
yourself, or rather him.
you said, you will give up and my last chance is gone,
but now, you are making me feel, i still have the chance.
perhaps, i really don't know you well enough.
nvm, its over now. we had enough, we went through enough.
its your time to move on and forget me.
.Sunday, April 24, 2011 ' 04:53 Y
xZengJun
Why is my hands so itchy,
if i never click, never scroll,
i'll never know. i rather i don't
Maybe i should stop using com.
"surprises" kept coming to me...
will be back when i "recover".
. ' 03:22 Y
xZengJun
Day 4
Miss your morning texts, miss your goodnight texts.
.Saturday, April 23, 2011 ' 09:56 Y
xZengJun
suddenly, i've think what you said to me in the past.
i'm lost.... ): perhaps, its just angry words to you.
but, for me, its not.
painful.
. ' 07:59 Y
xZengJun
its saturday...
4 days to my birthday.and, 4 days to mid year. ):went town today, for movie,pool, and walk walk. (: friend bought mea manhattan portage bag, happy ttm!!!hahas! went scape to "look" for yuan mei.went to play bball with pros! gainedquite a lot of experience! (:Tired!!i still love you,
and miss you. ):
hope you had already
forget me...
.Thursday, April 21, 2011 ' 07:45 Y
xZengJun
until now, you still insist in saying i did smoke in school.
but,its not important now. just forget me. i'm sure you
could find someone better than me, a person could do anything
for you, give in whenever you two quarrel, and, most importantly,
do not lie to you, like i did... i'm sorry. take care...
i'm not fine, especially receiving that msg.
i'm not happy, for not having you.
but i'm happy, seeing you with your friends,
laughing away.
. ' 04:35 Y
xZengJun
Day 1.I still miss you. But not as much. Gonna keep my everyday packed so that i won't think of you too much. (: I hope you're fine, i hope you're happy. Love you.
.Wednesday, April 20, 2011 ' 08:22 Y
xZengJun
You've gotta rmb, no one gains anything. When I stop you from doing those stuffs, you're th only one gainin from it. I want you to be a better person. I want you to be someone everyone is proud of. But now I'm no longer able to do it anymore, you've gotta do it yourself. Somewhere I'll still be watching, and I'll be proud of you if you did it. Study hard. Thanks for all these time.......... And that's the last time I'm gonna say, I loved you.
.Monday, April 18, 2011 ' 08:05 Y
xZengJun
i'm tired
I trying very hard, to quit.hopefully i could quit it by end of MYE.and could proudly tell you, i've alr quit it!
i don't know why,
don't know why i'm not looking forward,
to my birthday.
every birthday boy should be happy,
when their birthday is reaching.
but, i just don't know, why i'm not.
not even a little excited.
perhaps, birthday, is not important anymore.
i've received the present, i don't want to receive.
everything is not surprised anymore...
i'll never forget this year, 2011.
how i spent my birthday....
.Friday, April 15, 2011 ' 19:36 Y
xZengJun
Every year, i do not have an
happy birthday, this year too..
receive an early present from her...
big big present, that i'll never forget.
i lost her...
. ' 07:33 Y
xZengJun
I still love you a lot. really...
yes, i promised you not to s.
but i just don't have the pressure.
when i'm with you, i could quit,
because i know i love you, i dun wanna lose you.
but, now when we are not tgt,
i just don't have the pressure to quit.
please trust me for one last time.
if you are willing to come back to me,
i will surely quit it.
i still love you, a lot....
.Thursday, April 14, 2011 ' 19:08 Y
xZengJun
I love you, ........ so much.
Do you know?
.Sunday, April 10, 2011 ' 07:48 Y
xZengJun
Tiring week... ):
Saturday, woke up at 6am!
Sunday, woke up at 8am! ):
super tired!!
I miss angyuanmei!
.Wednesday, April 06, 2011 ' 04:07 Y
xZengJun
Fourth April ♥
Loves AYM. (:
.Tuesday, April 05, 2011 ' 00:53 Y
xZengJun
You are finally back to me,
but this time, not as a friend (:
i will not regret having you,
love ya (:
